Ego death

Template:Short description Template:Sidebar with collapsible lists Template:Spirituality sidebar Ego death is a "complete loss of subjective self-identity".Template:Sfn The term is used in various intertwined contexts, with related meanings. The 19th-century philosopher and psychologist William James uses the synonymous term "self-surrender", and Jungian psychology uses the synonymous term psychic death, referring to a fundamental transformation of the psyche.Template:Sfn In death and rebirth mythology, ego death is a phase of self-surrender and transition,Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn as described later by Joseph Campbell in his research on the mythology of the Hero's Journey.Template:Sfn It is a recurrent theme in world mythology and is also used as a metaphor in some strands of contemporary western thinking.Template:Sfn

In descriptions of drugs, the term is used synonymously with ego-lossTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn to refer to (temporary) loss of one's sense of self due to the use of drugs.Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn The term was used as such by Timothy Leary et al.Template:Sfn to describe the death of the egoTemplate:Sfn in the first phase of an LSD trip, in which a "complete transcendence" of the selfTemplate:Refn occurs.

The concept is also used in contemporary New Age spirituality and in the modern understanding of Eastern religions to describe a permanent loss of "attachment to a separate sense of self" and self-centeredness.Template:Sfn This conception is an influential part of Eckhart Tolle's teachings, where Ego is presented as an accumulation of thoughts and emotions, continuously identified with, which creates the idea and feeling of being a separate entity from one's self, and only by disidentifying one's consciousness from it can one truly be free from suffering.Template:Sfn

Definitions

Ego death and the related term "ego loss" have been defined in the context of mysticism by the religious studies scholar Daniel Merkur as "an imageless experience in which there is no sense of personal identity. It is the experience that remains possible in a state of extremely deep trance when the ego-functions of reality-testing, sense-perception, memory, reason, fantasy and self-representation are repressed [...] Muslim Sufis call it fana ('annihilation'),Template:Refn and medieval Jewish kabbalists termed it 'the kiss of deathTemplate:'".Template:Sfn

Carter Phipps equates enlightenment and ego death, which he defines as "the renunciation, rejection and, ultimately, the death of the need to hold on to a separate, self-centered existence".Template:SfnTemplate:Refn

In Jungian psychology, Ventegodt and Merrick define ego death as "a fundamental transformation of the psyche". Such a shift in personality has been labeled an "ego death" in Buddhism, or a psychic death by Jung.Template:Sfn

In comparative mythology, ego death is the second phase of Joseph Campbell's description of the Hero's Journey,Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn which includes a phase of separation, transition, and incorporation.Template:Sfn The second phase is a phase of self-surrender and ego-death, after which the hero returns to enrich the world with their discoveries.Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn

In psychedelic culture, Leary, Metzner, and Alpert (1964) define ego death, or ego loss as they call it, as part of the (symbolic) experience of death in which the old ego must die before one can be spiritually reborn.Template:Sfn They define ego loss as "... complete transcendence − beyond words, beyond spacetime, beyond self. There are no visions, no sense of self, no thoughts. There are only pure awareness and ecstatic freedom".Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn

Several psychologists working on psychedelics have defined ego-death. Alnaes (1964) defines ego death as "[L]oss of ego-feeling".Template:Sfn Stanislav Grof (1988) defines it as "a sense of total annihilation [...] This experience of "ego death" seems to entail an instant merciless destruction of all previous reference points in the life of the individual [...] [E]go death means an irreversible end to one's philosophical identification with what Alan Watts called "skin-encapsulated ego".Template:Sfn The psychologist John Harrison (2010) defines "[T]emporary ego death [as the] loss of the separate self[,] or, in the affirmative, [...] a deep and profound merging with the transcendent other.Template:Sfn Johnson, Richards and Griffiths (2008), paraphrasing Leary et al. and Grof define ego death as "temporarily experienc[ing] a complete loss of subjective self-identity.Template:Sfn

Conceptual development

The concept of "ego death" developed along a number of intertwined strands of thought, including especially the following: romantic movementsTemplate:Sfn and subcultures;Template:Sfn Theosophy;Template:Sfn anthropological research on rites de passageTemplate:Sfn and shamanism;Template:Sfn William James' self-surrender; Joseph Campbell's comparative mythology;Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn Jungian psychology;Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn the psychedelic scene of the 1960s;Template:Sfn and transpersonal psychology.Template:Sfn

Western mysticism

According to Merkur,

The conceptualisation of mystical union as the death of the ego, while the soul remains the sole bearer of the self, and its replacement by God's consciousness, has been a standard Roman Catholic trope since St. Teresa of Ávila; the motif traces back through Marguerite Porete, in the 13th century, to the fana,Template:Refn "annihilation", of the Islamic Sufis.Template:Sfn

Jungian psychology

According to Ventegodt and Merrick, the Jungian term "psychic death" is a synonym for "ego death":

In order to radically improve global quality of life, it seems necessary to have a fundamental transformation of the psyche. Such a shift in personality has been labeled an "ego death" in Buddhism or a psychic death by Jung, because it implies a shift back to the existential position of the natural self, i.e., living the true purpose of life. The problem of healing and improving the global quality of life seems strongly connected to the unpleasantness of the ego-death experience.Template:Sfn

Ventegodt and Merrick refer to Jung's publications The Archetypes and the Collective Unconscious, first published 1933, and Psychology and Alchemy, first published in 1944.Template:SfnTemplate:Refn

In Jungian psychology, a unification of archetypal opposites has to be reached, during a process of conscious suffering, in which consciousness "dies" and resurrects. Jung called this process "the transcendent function",Template:Refn which leads to a "more inclusive and synthetic consciousness".Template:Sfn

Jung used analogies with alchemy to describe the individuation process, and the transference-processes which occur during therapy.Template:Sfn

According to Leeming et al., from a religious point of view psychic death is related to St. John of the Cross' Ascent of Mt. Carmel and Dark Night of the Soul.Template:Sfn

Mythology – The Hero with a Thousand Faces

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The Hero's Journey

In 1949, Joseph Campbell published The Hero with a Thousand Faces, a study on the archetype of the Hero's Journey.Template:Sfn It describes a common theme found in many cultures worldwide,Template:Sfn and is also described in many contemporary theories on personal transformation.Template:Sfn In traditional cultures it describes the "wilderness passage",Template:Sfn the transition from adolescence into adulthood.Template:Sfn It typically includes a phase of separation, transition, and incorporation.Template:Sfn The second phase is a phase of self-surrender and ego-death, whereafter the hero returns to enrich the world with his discoveries.Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn Campbell describes the basic theme as follows:

A hero ventures forth from the world of common day into a region of supernatural wonder. Fabulous forces are there encountered and a decisive victory is won. The hero comes back from this mysterious adventure with the power to bestow boons on his fellow man.Template:Sfn

This journey is based on the archetype of death and rebirth,Template:Sfn in which the "false self" is surrendered and the "true self" emerges.Template:Sfn A well known example is Dante's Divine Comedy, in which the hero descends into the underworld.Template:Sfn

Psychedelics

Concepts and ideas from mysticism and bohemianism were inherited by the Beat Generation.Template:Sfn When Aldous Huxley helped popularize the use of psychedelics, starting with The Doors of Perception, published in 1954,Template:Sfn Huxley also promoted a set of analogies with eastern religions, as described in The Perennial Philosophy. This book helped inspire the 1960s belief in a revolution in western consciousnessTemplate:Sfn and included the Tibetan Book of the Dead as a source.Template:Sfn Similarly, Alan Watts, in his opening statement on mystical experiences in This Is It, draws parallels with Richard Bucke's 1901 book Cosmic Consciousness, describing the "central core" of the experience as

... the conviction, or insight, that the immediate now, whatever its nature, is the goal and fulfillment of all living.Template:Sfn

This interest in mysticism helped shape the emerging research and popular conversation around psychedelics in the 1960s.Template:Sfn In 1964 William S. Burroughs drew a distinction between "sedative" and "conscious-expanding" drugs.Template:Sfn In the 1940s and 1950s the use of LSD was restricted to military and psychiatric researchers. One of those researchers was Timothy Leary, a clinical psychologist who first encountered psychedelic drugs while on vacation in 1960,Template:Sfn and started to research the effects of psilocybin in 1961.Template:Sfn He sought advice from Aldous Huxley, who advised him to propagate psychedelic drugs among society's elites, including artists and intellectuals.Template:Sfn On insistence of Allen Ginsberg, Leary, together with his younger colleague Richard Alpert (Ram Dass) also made LSD available to students.Template:Sfn In 1962 Leary was fired, and Harvard's psychedelic research program was shut down.Template:Sfn In 1962 Leary founded the Castalia Foundation,Template:Sfn and in 1963 he and his colleagues founded the journal The Psychedelic Review.Template:Sfn

Following Huxley's advice, Leary wrote a manual for LSD-usage.Template:Sfn The Psychedelic Experience, published in 1964, is a guide for LSD-trips, written by Timothy Leary, Ralph Metzner and Richard Alpert, loosely based on Walter Evans-Wentz's translation of the Tibetan Book of the Dead.Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn Aldous Huxley introduced the Tibetan Book of the Dead to Timothy Leary.Template:Sfn According to Leary, Metzner and Alpert, the Tibetan Book of the Dead is

... a key to the innermost recesses of the human mind, and a guide for initiates, and for those who are seeking the spiritual path of liberation.Template:Sfn

They construed the effect of LSD as a "stripping away" of ego-defenses, finding parallels between the stages of death and rebirth in the Tibetan Book of the Dead, and the stages of psychological "death" and "rebirth" which Leary had identified during his research.Template:Sfn According to Leary, Metzner and Alpert it is....

... one of the oldest and most universal practices for the initiate to go through the experience of death before he can be spiritually reborn. Symbolically he must die to his past, and to his old ego, before he can take his place in the new spiritual life into which he has been initiated.Template:Sfn

Also in 1964 Randolf Alnaes published "Therapeutic applications of the change in consciousness produced by psycholytica (LSD, Psilocybin, etc.)."Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn Alnaes notes that patients may become involved in existential problems as a consequence of the LSD experience. Psycholytic drugs may facilitate insight. With a short psychological treatment, patients may benefit from changes brought about by the effects of the experience.Template:Sfn

One of the LSD-experiences may be the death crisis. Alnaes discerns three stages in this kind of experience:Template:Sfn

1. Psychosomatic symptoms lead up to the "loss of ego feeling (ego death)";Template:Sfn
2. A sense of separation of the observing subject from the body. The body is beheld to undergo death or an associated event;
3. "Rebirth", the return to normal, conscious mentation, "characteristically involving a tremendous sense of relief, which is cathartic in nature and may lead to insight".Template:Sfn

Timothy Leary's description of "ego-death"

In The Psychedelic Experience, three stages are discerned:

1. Chikhai Bardo: ego loss, a "complete transcendence" of the selfTemplate:Refn and game;Template:SfnTemplate:Refn
2. Chonyid Bardo: The Period of Hallucinations;Template:Sfn
3. Sidpa Bardo: the return to routine game reality and the self.Template:Sfn

Each Bardo is described in the first part of The Psychedelic Experience. In the second part, instructions are given which can be read to the "voyager". The instructions for the First Bardo state:

Research

Stanislav Grof

Stanislav Grof has researched the effects of psychedelic substances,Template:Sfn which can also be induced by nonpharmacological means.Template:Sfn Grof has developed a "cartography of the psyche" based on his clinical work with psychedelics,Template:Sfn which describe the "basic types of experience that become available to an average person" when using psychedelics or "various powerful non-pharmacological experiential techniques".Template:Sfn

According to Grof, traditional psychiatry, psychology and psychotherapy use a model of the human personality that is limited to biography and the individual consciousness, as described by Freud.Template:Sfn This model is inadequate to describe the experiences which result from the use of psychedelics and the use of "powerful techniques", which activate and mobilize "deep unconscious and superconscious levels of the human psyche".Template:Sfn These levels include:Template:Sfn

• The sensory barrier and the recollective-biographical barrier
• The perinatal matrices:
  • BPM I: The amniotic universe. Maternal womb; symbiotic unity of the fetus with the maternal organism; lack of boundaries and obstructions;
  • BPM II: Cosmic engulfment and no exit. Onset of labor; alteration of blissful connection with the mother and its pristine universe;
  • BPM III: The death-rebirth struggle. Movement through the birth channel and struggle for survival;
  • BPM IV: The death-rebirth experience. Birth and release.
• The transpersonal dimensions of the psyche

Ego death appears in the fourth perinatal matrix.Template:Sfn This matrix is related to the stage of delivery, the actual birth of the child.Template:Sfn The build up of tension, pain and anxiety is suddenly released.Template:Sfn The symbolic counterpart is the death-rebirth experience, in which the individual may have a strong feeling of impending catastrophe, and may be desperately struggling to stop this process.Template:Sfn The transition from BPM III to BPM IV may involve a sense of total annihilation:Template:Sfn

This experience of ego death seems to entail an instant merciless destruction of all previous reference points in the life of the individual.Template:Sfn

According to Grof what dies in this process is "a basically paranoid attitude toward the world which reflects the negative experience of the subject during childbirth and later".Template:Sfn When experienced in its final and most complete form,

...ego death means an irreversible end to one's philosophical identification with what Alan Watts called skin-encapsulated ego."Template:Sfn

Recent research

Recent research also mentions that ego loss is sometimes experienced by those under the influence of psychedelic drugs.Template:Sfn

The Ego-Dissolution Inventory is a validated self-report questionnaire that allows for the measurement of transient ego-dissolution experiences occasioned by psychedelic drugs.Template:Sfn

View of spiritual traditions

Following the interest in psychedelics and spirituality, the term "ego death" has been used to describe the eastern notion of "enlightenment" (bodhi) or moksha.

Buddhism

Zen practice is said to lead to ego-death.Template:Sfn Ego-death is also called "great death", in contrast to the physical "small death".Template:Sfn According to Jin Y. Park, the ego death that Buddhism encourages makes an end to the "usually-unconsciousness-and-automated quest" to understand the sense-of-self as a thing, instead of as a process.Template:Sfn According to Park, meditation is learning how to die by learning to "forget" the sense of self:Template:Sfn

Enlightenment occurs when the usually automatized reflexivity of consciousness ceases, which is experienced as a letting-go and falling into the void and being wiped out of existence [...] [W]hen consciousness stops trying to catch its own tail, I become nothing, and discover that I am everything.Template:Sfn

According to Welwood, "egolessness" is a common experience. Egolessness appears "in the gaps and spaces between thoughts, which usually go unnoticed".Template:Sfn Existential anxiety arises when one realizes that the feeling of "I" is nothing more than a perception. According to Welwood, only egoless awareness allows us to face and accept death in all forms.Template:Sfn

David Loy also mentions the fear of death,Template:Sfn and the need to undergo ego-death to realize our true nature.Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn According to Loy, our fear of egolessness may even be stronger than our fear of death.Template:Sfn

"Egolessness" is not the same as anatta (non-self). Where the former is more of a personal experience, Anatta is a doctrine common to all of Buddhism – describing how the constituents of a person (or any other phenomena) contain no permanent entity (one has no "essence of themself"):

the Buddha, almost ad nauseam, spoke against wrong identification with the Five Aggregates, or the same, wrong identification with the psychophysical believing it is our self. These aggregates of form, feeling, thought, inclination, and sensory consciousness, he went on to say, were illusory; they belonged to Mara the Evil One; they were impermanent and painful. And for these reasons, the aggregates cannot be our self.

Taoism

The Taoist internal martial artist Bruce Frantzis reports an experience of fear of ego annihilation, or "ru ding":

I was in Hong Kong, beginning to learn the old Yang style of Tai Chi Chaun when ru ding first struck me… It was late at night, at a still and quiet terrace on the Peak, where few people came after midnight…the park was quiet, and the moon and the sky felt as though they were descending downward, putting enormous pressure on every square inch of my skin, as I tried to lift my arms with the expansive energy of tai chi…I felt as if Chi from the moonlight, stars, and sky penetrated my body against my will. My body and mind became immensely still, as though they had dropped into a bottomless abyss, even though I was doing the rhythmic slow motion movements…At the depth of the stillness, an overwhelming, formless fear began to develop in my belly…. Then it happened: an all-consuming, paralyzing fear seemed all at once to invade every cell in my body… I knew if I kept practicing there would be nothing left of me in a few seconds… I stopped practicing… and ran down the hill praying hard that this terror would leave me…. The ego, goes into a mortal fear when the false reality of being separate from the universal life force is threatened by your consciousness having reached an awareness of connection to everything in existence. The ego spews forth all sorts of terrifying psychological and physiological reactions in the body and mind to make meditators petrified of leaving the state of separation.

Bernadette Roberts

Bernadette Roberts makes a distinction between "no ego" and "no self".Template:SfnTemplate:Sfn According to Roberts, the falling away of the ego is not the same as the falling away of the self.Template:Sfn "No ego" comes prior to the unitive state; with the falling away of the unitive state comes "no self".Template:Sfn "Ego" is defined by Roberts as

... the immature self or consciousness prior to the falling away of its self-center and the revelation of a divine center.Template:Sfn

Roberts defines "self" as

... the totality of consciousness, the entire human dimension of knowing, feeling and experiencing from the consciousness and unconsciousness to the unitive, transcendental or God-consciousness.Template:Sfn

Ultimately, all experiences on which these definitions are based are wiped out or dissolved.Template:Sfn Jeff Shore further explains that "no self" means "the permanent ceasing, the falling away once and for all, of the entire mechanism of reflective self-consciousness".Template:Sfn

According to Roberts, both the Buddha and Christ embody the falling away of self, and the state of "no self". The falling away is represented by the Buddha prior to his enlightenment, starving himself by ascetic practices, and by the dying Jesus on the cross; the state of "no self" is represented by the enlightened Buddha with his serenity, and by the resurrected Christ.Template:Sfn

A Course in Miracles

In A Course in Miracles (ACIM), it is written that "the ego's death is your life." The ego is presented as a non-entity, an illusion that ceases to exist once one lays it down: "When you have given up the illusion of the ego, you will realize that the ego never existed, and that the only thing that ever existed, and still exists, is God and His creations." Therefore, in ACIM, the ego is simply an illusion that appears to obscure one's oneness with God and his creations, not an essential part of oneself. To summarize the effects of letting go of the ego, it is written, "When the ego has been dispelled, there will be no separation, and you will be wholly real," "real" referring to being in alignment with God and how he created the reader.

Integration after ego-death experiences

Psychedelics

According to Nick Bromell, ego death is a tempering though frightening experience, which may lead to a reconciliation with the insight that there is no real self.Template:Sfn

According to Grof, death crises may occur over a series of psychedelic sessions until they cease to lead to panic. A conscious effort not to panic may lead to a "pseudohallucinatory sense of transcending physical death".Template:Sfn According to Merkur,

Repeated experience of the death crisis and its confrontation with the idea of physical death leads finally to an acceptance of personal mortality, without further illusions. The death crisis is then greeted with equanimity.Template:Sfn

Vedanta and Zen

Both the Vedanta and the Zen-Buddhist traditions warn that insight into the emptiness of the self, or so-called "enlightenment experiences", are not sufficient; further practice is necessary.

Jacobs warns that Advaita Vedanta practice takes years of committed practice to sever the "occlusion"Template:Sfn of the so-called "vasanas, samskaras, bodily sheaths and vrittis", and the "granthiTemplate:Refn or knot forming identification between Self and mind".Template:Sfn

Zen Buddhist training does not end with kenshō, or insight into one's true nature. Practice is to be continued to deepen the insight and to express it in daily life.Template:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:SfnTemplate:Sfn According to Hakuin, the main aim of "post-satori practice"Template:Sfn (gogo no shugyoTemplate:Sfn or kojo, "going beyond"Template:Sfn) is to cultivate the "Mind of Enlightenment".Template:Sfn According to Yamada Koun, "if you cannot weep with a person who is crying, there is no kensho".Template:Sfn

Dark Night and depersonalization

Shinzen Young, an American Buddhist teacher, has pointed at the difficulty integrating the experience of no self. He calls this "the Dark Night", or

... "falling into the Pit of the Void." It entails an authentic and irreversible insight into Emptiness and No Self. What makes it problematic is that the person interprets it as a bad trip. Instead of being empowering and fulfilling, the way Buddhist literature claims it will be, it turns into the opposite. In a sense, it's Enlightenment's Evil Twin.

Willoughby Britton is conducting research on such phenomena which may occur during meditation, in a research program called "The Dark Night of the Soul". She has searched texts from various traditions to find descriptions of difficult periods on the spiritual path, and conducted interviews to find out more on the difficult sides of meditation.Template:Refn

Influence

The propagation of LSD-induced "mystical experiences", and the concept of ego death, had some influence in the 1960s, but Leary's brand of LSD-spirituality never "quite caught on".Template:Sfn

Reports of psychedelic experiences

Leary's terminology influenced the understanding and description of the effects of psychedelics. Various reports by hippies of their psychedelic experiences describe states of diminished consciousness which were labelled as "ego death", but do not match Leary's descriptions.Template:Sfn Panic attacks were occasionally also labeled as "ego death".Template:Sfn

The Beatles

John Lennon read The Psychedelic Experience, and was strongly affected by it.Template:Sfn He wrote "Tomorrow Never Knows" after reading the book, as a guide for his LSD trips.Template:Sfn Lennon took about a thousand acid trips, but it only exacerbated his personal difficulties.Template:Sfn He eventually stopped using the drug. George Harrison and Paul McCartney also concluded that LSD use didn't result in any worthwhile changes.Template:Sfn

Radical pluralism

According to Bromell, the experience of ego death confirms a radical pluralism that most people experience in their youth, but prefer to flee from, instead believing in a stable self and a fixed reality.Template:Sfn He further states this also led to a different attitude among youngsters in the 1960s, rejecting the lifestyle of their parents as being deceitful and false.Template:Sfn

Controversy

The relationship between ego death and LSD has been disputed. Hunter S. Thompson, who tried LSD,Template:Sfn saw a self-centered base in Leary's work, noting that Leary placed himself at the centre of his texts, using his persona as "an exemplary ego, not a dissolved one".Template:Sfn Dan Merkur notes that the use of LSD in combination with Leary's manual often did not lead to ego-death, but to horrifying bad trips.Template:Sfn

The relationship between LSD use and enlightenment has also been criticized. Sōtō-Zen teacher Brad Warner has repeatedly criticized the idea that psychedelic experiences lead to "enlightenment experiences".Template:Refn In response to The Psychedelic Experience he wrote:

While I was at Starwood, I was getting mightily annoyed by all the people out there who were deluding themselves and others into believing that a cheap dose of acid, 'shrooms, peyote, "molly" or whatever was going to get them to a higher spiritual plane [...] While I was at that campsite I sat and read most of the book The Psychedelic Experience by Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert (aka Baba Ram Dass, later of Be Here Now fame). It's a book about the authors' deeply mistaken reading of the Tibetan Book of the Dead as a guide for the drug taking experience [...] It was one thing to believe in 1964 that a brave new tripped out age was about to dawn. It's quite another to still believe that now, having seen what the last 47 years have shown us about where that path leads. If you want some examples, how about Jimi Hendrix, Sid Vicious, Syd Barrett, John Entwistle, Kurt Cobain... Do I really need to get so cliched with this? Come on now.

The concept that ego-death or a similar experience might be considered a common basis for religion has been disputed by scholars in religious studiesTemplate:Sfn but "has lost none of its popularity".Template:Sfn Scholars have also criticized Leary and Alpert's attempt to tie ego-death and psychedelics with Tibetan Buddhism. John Myrdhin Reynolds, has disputed Leary and Jung's use of the Evans-Wentz's translation of the Tibetan Book of the Dead, arguing that it introduces a number of misunderstandings about Dzogchen.Template:Sfn Reynolds argues that Evans-Wentz's was not familiar with Tibetan Buddhism,Template:Sfn and that his view of Tibetan Buddhism was "fundamentally neither Tibetan nor Buddhist, but Theosophical and Vedantist".Template:Sfn Nonetheless, Reynolds confirms that the nonsubstantiality of the ego is the ultimate goal of the Hinayana system.Template:Sfn